*sigh*
My Sister's getting all defensive and angry again, calling me random insults and using her tears against me.
My Grandpa stepped in, but all he really did was say "Get Along." which doesn't help me any really, sorry to say that, but it could have been handled a little better.
I just don't understand why she blows up at people, calling me names is not gonna solve anything. :/

I made it all the way to page 16 editing my book, this is exciting, when I finish all the grammar then I can move on to the more fun parts, like adding things and making words better.
I can't tell you how hard this book has been, how long has it been? 1 year? wow I sure did put work off didn't I? (XD)
Oh well, there's plenty of time.
I'm thinking of sending the book to my Grandma, she wrote a latin book.
Oh yeah! My Aunt wrote a book as well, a kids book based on the stories her Dad used to tell her, it's very cool.
I hope, my book will make it one day, I really want it, I just gotta keep at it.
I don't want to be one of those writers who start a book but don't go the extra mile, I hate work and busywork like editing, but it'll be worth it.

I'm really not in a very good mood today.
I'm getting fed up with the way my brother treats my sister, she gets in your face true but he doesn't treat her like a human being and it's starting to get under my skin.
Also he says every time I try to interfere that I'm preaching to him, to be honest I think he needs to be preached to, I'm sick of it!
He's also very wordy and I'm not a good debater so he ends up making me look stupid because I don't always know what to say back, I HATE that.
I'm just not very happy today, I wish my parents weren't both asleep I want them to get involved.

OMG I've been slacking again, I need to stop procrastinating here. (XD)

"OMG NOT PHOTOBUCKET!!!"

Well, today my photobucket died, AGAIN, grrrr it's annoying!
On the bright side, hmmm....there is none. (lol)
But at least today's starting nice.

I'm in a magor avatar mood today; wish I had the DVDs so I could watch it all day long.
I'm excited about The Last Airbender, the M Night Shamalan movie, especially since Jesse McCartney backed out of playing Zuko.

Now we have this Dev Petal guy playing Zuko, hope he’s a good actor because Zuko’s my favorite. (lol)

Also, we’re getting a friend interested in Avatar, he’s already watched season 1. (Awesomeness!)

And is gonna watch season 2 soon. It’s cool to see his reactions, since the show is so full of epic win.

It sucks for him though since Katara’s his favorite, and a lot of people would agree she declines a lot season 3.

Oh well, he’ll still probably spaz out over Sozan’s comet. (I know I did. XD)

Wish more people would ignore the fact it’s on nickelodeon, cause truly, it’s NOTHING like the shows they air there.
IT'S AWESOME!

Well today my auntie came over.

She’s a little upset though; she has two five and six year old girls and is going through a divorce.

I wish there was something I could do, the problem was she’s a Christian and she married a Non-Christian, and because he finally made the choice to reject God she got rejected as well.

It’s just sad to see her upset and all, nobody should have to g through that, and the poor little girls, it’s just all very sad.

Maybe though, she’ll be better once she moves out of the house she doesn’t like. ^^

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I’m thinking of paying my brother to help me edit out the grammar of my book. (I know, he’s my little brother, it’s embarrassing he’s better at that type of thing then me. XD)

But I just can’t do it; it’s so hard for me to look at words already on paper instead of me being able to fill in some. XD

I’ve been working on this book for so long I don’t know when it will be done with the editing. (@_@)

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Wish there was more to say, but I’m boring in case you have not noticed. (XD)

Well, I commissioned a Maria costume today. (I’m such a dork. XD)

I’m going to wear it at PAX this year, I’m so excited, and hopefully my brother will be able to get us into the SEGA Game Works party that’s only for VIP’s again, that would PWN.

I’m gonna walk around with my Shadow plushie, even though I’m not a blond. (lol)

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Also, we cleaned for an hour and did schoolwork till now. (@)@)

I’m tired; it’s nice to walk around in a clean house though.

Well today I tackled that evil math book, omg I hate that thing, I want to set it on fire. (XDD)

On the bright side, my Mom took me to the library, those books I would never burn. <D

I checked out a book that was compared to J.R.R Tolken and C.S Lewis, since those are two of the best authors of all time it should be a good read to be compared to them.

Well today was super boring, we’re getting snow AGAIN and our septic is still freaking out so we haven’t had much water for 3 weeks, I’ve been taking 3 minute showers, for a person as clean as I am it’s horrifying!

I need clean cloths again, my mom can’t even do laundry or we can’t take baths, ‘m wearing my dad’s extra t shirts now, noooooo!

Other then that, it’s freezing, and my teeth still hurt, not a nice situation! (XD)

Do you ever get the feeling of inspiration overwhelming you?

I do, and the only problem with that, is it sometimes urges me to create something new.

In this case, a fan fiction, but I already have FOUR I’m working on right now, and I don’t want to overdue it, still I have this weird gut feeling you know? Like I should start something new and I don’t know what exactly. ^^;

Well, today I found out I need a new retainer, which sucks big time since I hate those things.

I also have my wisdom teeth coming in if that isn’t bad enough, so my mouth is like a war zone today.

On the plus side, my Grandpa made pizza, mmmmmmmmmmmmmm I sure love the smell of pizza. *drools*

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I got a few chapters done of Colliding Futures; since not many people read this I might spoil a few things.

Colliding Futures is basically my wrap up of my character’s lives from my first stories, resolving all the loose ends, it’s quite a challenge actually cause I have about 20 story lines all wrapped into one story, but I love a challenge so I don’t mind it, it’s just not as easy as my normal series was. (lol)

Also, I thought I’d never develop Spike’s kinder side, I won’t say much, and other then it finally comes out in the open how kind-hearted he can be.

Also, I get to work with my char Blake again; he’s fun to write about since his personality is so different, whootness.

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That’s all I’m doing today really, my teeth won’t let me concentrate on anything else. (lol)

Well, today’s just a normal day, yesterday we had cider and toasted the New Year, and today’s going along great.

Though my youngest brother is asking for it right now, he’s all snippety and is driving my mother insane. (XD)

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Oh! I did find out a bit of news regarding my second fandom. (I knew it already, but wasn't sure if Zuko's actor was confirmed till now.)

The movie “The Last Airbender” based on the awesome tv series, has its four main characters cast:

Nicola Peltz as Katara,

Jackson Rathbone as Sokka,
Noah Ringer (Undiscovered I think) as Aang, ect.

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Being an all white cast doesn’t bother me, though some are disappointed it’s not an all Asian cast.

Also, Jesse McCartney is playing Zuko. O.O

Maybe I’m underestimating the guy, we’ve only seen him act, being nice guys on a few Disney shows and so on, and maybe he could pull off Zuko, He'd better capture his personality right.
I always imagined Jesse McCartney doing his up-beat pop songs; but he looks way different then he did in 2005, that's a good thing, cause I never liked the blond long hair Skater Boy thing, he looks better with short hair.

He’d better do a good job with Zuko! (XD)
Zuko is the most interesting and awesome character of the series, he’s like the Shadow the hedgehog to the Avatar series.

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All I can say is, it all depends on how well they perform.

Their budget is big enough, M Night Shamalon’s directing with a budget near as large as the Lord of the Ring’s budget, so at least he’s sparing no expense, still, I hope he stays true to the series, cause though some people think it’s an everyday nick show, it’s not, it’s as good if not better then any normal anime, and it’s written in America which is awesome they'd be able to write something so epic, it's like Heroes 24 LOST and Prison Break combined, that's how awesome it is.

Well, today, not so great. (XD)

I suppose ‘stressful’ would be the word for it.

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I’m not gonna get online issues involved, lets just say I was in a bit of a debate today.

That’s ok though, I’m fine.

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My brother’s of at boy scouts and my Dad’s asleep early, man he was tired today, probably cause people at work dumped him with a bunch of odd jobs. (He works at a court house)

My Mom’s feeling tension too, she has a lot of things planed for next year. (uh oh. lol)

Man, there’s not much I can say today, It wasn’t boring, but not enough to talk about. (XD)

Well, I guess since this is my first entry, I should tell you a little about myself.
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Well, first off, I'm probably not the kind you'd walk up to, believe it or not, I'm actually very very shy in person, I like to convert to my room or "cave" rather.

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I love Sonic the Hedgehog too, it's funny, you'd never expect it from a girl like me, I don't worship him or anything, but I'm a sucker for drama, and that's what you get a lot in the Sonic community. (Both types. lol)
I run a message board for fun, called “TTFF” and am trying to keep it going smoothly, have had it for 2 years or so.

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I’m a Conservative Christian, true and true, I believe War can’t be won without protection, and that Jesus Christ is the way.

It’s an impacting sentence these days, but if I have to die to remain a Christian, I will.

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Yep, I'm a teenage girl with a big ambition; I want to be a published author, now I know what you're all probably thinking. "You crazy? Do you know how many people wanna be writers these days?"
But, I don't think I'm like other writers, no I don't consider myself better then anybody else, but, when you notices the every day person, just saying they might have started a book, then years later say they're on the same sentence and page.
That's what's different about me, I'm dedicated.
Course I slack off like every teenage girl, but writing is just something I will not set aside, I suppose it's just the thrill of seeing your words on paper, or the fun you can get after a friend reads it aloud, but to me it's even more then that...It's like, magic, and that's why I love it.
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I’m currently writing four Sonic the Hedgehog fan fictions called: The Life Of A Dictator, Colliding Futures, Stopping The Flames and Fight Like I Always have.

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I’m also writing a second book, oh yeah forgot to mention that; I wrote a novel sized book, in about five months if you’ll believe it.